If anyone has noticed, I've not written much in either my blog or my od. I've been more than a week absent from them. It's not that there's nothing to write about, 'cos actually, beforehand, I've got alot of things in my mind to blog/write about, but as I find the time to sit down and write, my emotions eventually deviate towards a certain point.
Yes, the point is I'll be flying off really really soon. The little but significant numbers on my watch change daily, bringing me closer and closer to another new chapter in my book of Life. The only difference is that this time, the familiar foundations which I've grown to depend on is demolished. And I'm constructing everything from scratch. Hm, it is probably something good. A whole new start and a whole new race to the finish.
'Tian1 Xia1 Wu2 Bu4 Shan4 Zi1 Yan4 Xi2' Ooh.. very cliche phrase. But being cliche also means it's filled with alot of meaning that few other phrases can replace. Yep, my partings with everyone. It also dawned on me that my email, my msn, my blog and my od are the things that's gonna keep me connected to all my friends here. Sigh... I'll definitely miss the times.
If only... Friends ---
Could be like a commodity.
Could be easily forgotten.
Could be neglected.
Could be used and then thrown away.
Could be without feelings.
Could be un-missed.
Could be non-existent in an instant.
Could be...
Nah, it's impossible. After removing the 'if only', everything that a friend 'could be' would be turned 360 around. And that's the truth about friends. The good and better truth. The truth that should and always will be. Personally, I'm afraid of the phrase 'out of sight, out of mind'. I really gotta ensure that phrase never blankets across my mind.
I don't know whether it's just a coincidence or have I come across many partings in every avenues of my home entertainment. There are partings in anime, in dramas, and even in variety shows. Now, I just need 1 more in games. Kaox... Since now I'm on a personal level with such things, I seem to possess a bigger radar and receive more of the feelings involved. Yep, sometimes, my body just can't help it but presents its own feelings.
Besides the people present in my Elevator of Life, how can I forget the very 2 people who created my very elevator for me to ride on in Life? Sigh.. what more can I say? Being the only child, I doubt I can help it with my mum fussing over me all the time. I try my best to shun away from all that but in the end, I guess a mum will always be a mum. I'm someone who dislikes troublesome things, that's why I don't spend excess energy arguing over this 'fussing' thing unless it's truly necessary and I feel she has gone overboard. After all, no one can deny a mum's right to care for her child right? If you didn't know that, don't even try. Lol. =P This has worked well and in the long run of my 21 years of Life, everything has worked out. I think. haha! Yeah, it has worked out. I suppose this time, it's the perfect opportunity for me and for her to experience something totally new.
And on to my dad. A man of few words. Which kinda leads me to a boy-to-man of few words at home too. Haha! All he said to me was to come back with something worthwhile. Right. ^^ Are all dads the same? They don't speak much even though they could have much to say. They can't emote much just because they are men and they are dads? Oh well, maybe it's just my dad. Hope I don't turn out the same way in the future, it's always best to communicate more, no matter how much you really care inside, still gotta express it frequently. Hm, don't you think so?
Without siblings to call my own, I guess my parents are the closest family members by my side all the time. They deserve an integral place in this missing entry.
*counting* I have, like, 10 days left in sunny Singapore, before I'll be moving to the Down-Under. Time moves so fast, I've already ORDed from the army for almost 3 months. On the day that I board a plane heading for Auz, that'll commemorate the 3 months.
Gonna be missing everyone here. Be it those whom know the existence of this blog and those who don't. Many others too, who have left footprints in my sand, although I may not longer have contact, so long as I still remember your face with a name, I'll still miss ya.
Right, don't miss me people, 'cos I know I'll be doing all the missing!!
Are written in my aria.
Kindling a new book,
Each chapter awaits me.
Could it be smooth or erratic?
A question for my persona.
Riding on a star,
Enveloped with glitters of hope.
If you think you've found it, look the other way as well. Hm, the other way... another way of Life we tend to overlook or neglect. Same significance sometimes, but we don't see it simply 'cos it's not as obvious. Oh well.
With that, I shall bring this missing entry which isn't really missing but still kinda about missing. Gosh.. O.O, that was a mouthful.
Cheerios, everyone!
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