Slo-Mo II

Can you believe it? 'Cos I sure can't.

Do you believe in coincidence? Or does everything really happen for a reason?

What the h3ll is going on?

I've seen again. I've seen her again. I'm pretty sure, 'cos she was looking my way this time.

Was at Citilink Mall, at the escalator that was going down from 'the asian kitchen' when the slo-mo struck again. I couldn't believe my eyes. Or maybe, my eyes couldn't believe themselves. I was on my way down the escalator, while she was on her way up. Though, this time, she wasn't alone; she was with another female friend. A nice conversation was going on between them, with smiles and laughter in between. I don't think she recognizes me anymore; I think I've gone through some physical changes after so many years, especially after being in the army. But I still recognize her, I suppose.

All this, in a span of say, 5 sec??

I think my eyes felt doubtful but somehow, I could feel my hart being doubly sure.

She still looks the same. Light blue top with a little pattern at the front; Denim jeans; white-strap sandals; slightly different glasses (what was the colour of the frame? pink? purple? purplish-pink? it's a blur to me now.); copper-dyed long hair; lovely face; warm smile; attractive laughter... Her face, yes, her face hardly changed at all, if not, only a slight touch of maturity. The same face from yesterday. The way her hair frames up all the pretty features on her face in a unique mannerism. Her imperfection embodied into that one perfect stature which makes one wonder she couldn't possibly still be single now. She still looked pleasant. Even from a distance, everything felt the same about her. The only difference would be the dyed hair from the usual black. Yeah... that's all.

Geez... What was all that about?? I can't imagine the thoughts that are running through my mind at the moment. Why is there still the palpatations?

I know I'm over it.

2x in 2 days in 2 completely different places. I'm feeling so screwed up inside now. Ugh! Stupid LiOnHaRt.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

About the "take and let go" thing, I think it's the image of a "perfect guy" in girls' eyes - but I guess it's seldom the truth.

A coincidence indeed... Well, if I were you I'd just take it as "training" - to strengthen/harden your heart.

LiOnHaRt said...

Hm, but prolly I dun wanna a hardened hart.. this whole experience was juz too unexpected.

Right, if I come across another sighting again.. and this time... this time, I'll catch up to her.